Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Day I lost count

Theme song of the day: "It all been done" by the Barenaked Ladies
Heres a link:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zs3xXlXSOKk

I am in love with the third definition that dictionary.com provides for the word Originality, allow me to share:

Originality[uh-rij-uh-nal-i-tee] nounf

3. Freshness or novelty, as of an idea, method or performance.

What has this world come to?  A sattire for those of us cryptic beings that look at ideas churned over and over and they still get purchased and praised.

I see unoriginality everywhere, and when I say everywhere I mean EVERYWHERE!!  I will never forget, a few months back I was down in Corvallis Oregon on a break in beteween classes.  I went down to Dutch Brothers Coffee ( Im so sorry for cheating on you Starbucks <3)  and on my way back to class I saw that the store nextdoor had "art"  up on its walls for sale. 

I put the word art in quotations above for the following reason:

Art [ahrt] noun

1. the quality, production, expression or realm according to aesthetic principles, of what is beautiful, appealing, or of more than ordinary significance.

once again taken from dictonary.com

so to continue my story above I walked into the store because I love art and looking at other peoples point of view with regards to the worlds, and beyond for that matter, beauty.  Im walking around looking at the pieces when all of a sudden I had a laugh out loud moment....literally.  To make matters more interesting there was an employee and a customer about 15-20 feet away in the shoe area talking about Toms (a brand of shoes for those who may not know).  Both of them looked at me and the employee said "Whats so funny?"  I had to explain myself, but I was happy to. 

The reason I was laughing was because up on the wall was a white canvas with a bunch of Crayola crayons hot glued to the top pointing downward in rainbow formation and had been melted with their waxes intertwining and bleeding down the canvas.  Well just the day before I was at Michaels, which is an art store here in Oregon, looking for something when I was leaving I saw the exact same project at the front of the store except it was on a black canvas.  And this piece of "art" was for sale in this little hole in the wall store for like $80.  Seriously?  my kid could make that thing.  Im not even sure in this situation if the creator of said "art" should even get an A for effort. 

This is just one example but there are many out there.  Now I dont know about you but in my opinion some of the best art cannot be duplicated, its not something that you can look at and say to yourself "I know exactly how to make this very same piece myself" 

There is only one exception I have to copycat art and that is tattooing, however that in itself is an art.  Its not an easy thing to do a one shot painting on a human canvas and nail it.  To make it look oh so very close to the original. 

Observe this example:


The sketch above was taken from http://www.imscared.com/ and was sketched by one of my favotite artists, Greg "Craola" Simkins.  The tattoo is on me!  and it is by far one of my favorites.  Im very happy to say that right after I got this tattoo in 2007  I sent this very picture to Mr. Simkins and he actually responded to me, ever since that day I have been completely impressed with him.  Now thats hard to do.  Impressing me is no easy task. 

I was once told by a dude that was covered in old school, flash art type tattoos that he liked my tattoos but that tattoos so original as mine are had to build upon.  Obviously he had no clue.  Needless to say i get asked about my tattoos all the time and I give full credit to Greg Simkins and Brian Abbott (my tattoo guy).

Back to the main thought of this blog.  Originality.  Its rare nowdays.  Look around and how many people or things stand out to you?  Go watch a few movies with similar themes and tell me they arent exactly the same movie with a different title and cast. 

Everyday women go in to get cosmetic surgery, "Make my boobs, nose, lips, etc, look like hers"  Fuck, give me a break. 

I guess in the end everyone needs toothpaste right?  If you are as cryptic as me you'll get it. 

I leave you with this, another example of Greg Simkins work which is also partially tattooed on me.

The title of this piece is "Seasons change"  so wonderfully juxtaposed.

Heres what I learned today: M C Escher created over 2448 pieces of art in his 73 years of life. 

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Day Ten

Theme song: "Wide Awake" Katy Perry (TerraBrite Rock Cover)
Heres a link:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvl3Ar4UFvw&feature=relmfu

Today went by fast, as most tend to do now that Im older....especially with all of the changes going on (School year coming to a close, new work schedule, significant other graduating college after 7 years) WOW, how do I find time to breathe...I know thats what you were thinking.

     Something happened today that got me to thinking about something that happened to me a while ago.  8 years ago I used to deliver pizza for Dominos-most AWESOME job EVER!!  I worked with this girl Emily, now Emily and I got along...heck we even made out a few times, all in fun.  I will never forget the feeling I had when I was around her, she was so sweet...and so broken, sure she carried herself as thought she was fun-loving and carefree, but I could see though it.  I knew some pretty deep things about her and thought we were friends, until one day when a co worker and friend of mine told me that Emily had been saying some pretty vicious things about me behind my back.

     Sure I was hurt, disappointed...appalled.  Seriously Im nothing but nice, sometimes a smart ass....but I'd never do anything to intentionally hurt someone else.  If anyone seeks out to be mean and hurtful to someone else...well then that person is a loser....furthermore anyone that seeks out revenge is a million times worse.

     So what did I do?  I was the same to her, just like I didnt know about her gossiping, backstabbing ways.  On her 21st birthday I collected money from co workers to get her some flowers and some balloons to deliver personally to her other job at Starbucks.  She was so happy, I could see it...could see that she knew someone in her life cared enough to go big on her special day.

     When I made the announcement that I was moving from Hawaii to the mainland she called me and wanted to meet up for breakfast at Kens House of Pancakes (an awesome restaurant if you should ever visit Hilo, Hawaii).  So I met up with her, she sounded like this was super important to her, so I figured I'd better go.   She ended up confessing to me that she wasn't the best person (shocking for a "christian" girl) and that she had said some really bad things about me, then she looked at me in suspense, waiting for what my response would be.  I replied "I know" that's it, and those words brought her to tears...she said, "You knew? And you never treated me any different?" to which I replied "Nope."

     What do we gain by lashing out to those that hurt us? I'll tell you, absolutely nothing, when we fester and stew over stupid shit all we do is give them power, those that hurt us.  So I say to you this, always be yourself, even if no one likes it...always be true to who you are.  I've always been a black sheep, I used to hate it but now I love it, its the bs status that has gotten me to where I am now and I have met some awesome people, done some fantastic things and have grown so much because of it, and I wouldn't go back and change a thing.


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These are some pictures I took in 2010 at Pioneer cemetary here in Salem, Oregon.  A remider to us that life is too short ( in the bottom photo, the deceased was only 1, 5 days short of his second birthday) and that we should let grudges die instantly.

Today I weighed in at 171 pounds, down 5

Heres what I learned today: When you let go of the small stuff you always have good days, you CHOOSE if you will have good or bad days.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Day Two

Theme song of the day:Titanium David Guetta featuring Sia

     This is a great song, quite possibly my theme song.  I have been through so much in life so much more than I am willing to share in a public form.  I will tell you this, when I was 7 I was a girl scout... but not just any girl scout...one that saved my family in a burning house that was caused by my mom heating up a pot of oil on the stove then passing out high (im sure) on pain killers.  I saved 3 lives that night.  My Moms, My Brothers and Mine. 

     I won an award from the girl scouts and one from the state of Hawaii, both medals of bravery and was nominated for a national award to be given by the president.  I didnt win that one, but in the end I did win cause I had saved lives...at the age of 7.

     Guess you could say that Im a hero.  Or maybe not.  Im not too sure.  I do know that I am most likely someones hero at any given point in time, but may be completely oblivious to it.  So tell me...am I your hero?

     I weighed in at 176.6 pounds today, maybe up or maybe down from yesterday.  I walked 2 miles and started a very strict diet.  and stuck to it...so far. 

     I went to work with a cold and was miserable, but now I am in a hot bubble bath enjoying a bubble bath and forgetting about everyting that makes me miserable just melting into this song and pouring out my heart.

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Here are some self shots I took about 4 years ago, Damn, I Look amazing, wouldnt you agree?



Heres something I learned today: The average fashion model weighs 23% less than the average woman.
Here are my thoughts on that: Why?  Since when did Skeletor=Sexy...Just sayin :)

Thank you come again xoxo Zeph

Monday, May 28, 2012

Day one

Theme song for today: "Youth" by Matisyahu

     Today I found myself hung up and my self esteem beaten down by the recent comments I've gotten about my weight, "It's obvious you have put on weight recently.""You're heavier than I thought you would be.".....Wow!

     I weighed myself this morning*official starting weight 176 pounds* I have put on weight, to be exact 18 pounds since January 28th when I weighed in at 158 pounds.

     This is ridiculous, Im 5'3" and based on my BMI I'm considered "obese"...WTF???!!!
    
     It wasn't always this way, when I was 19 I weighed 115 pounds-immagine that, 61 pounds lighter than I am now.

     So what am I going to do?  I'm going to fix it.  Starting today.  This is not only a Weight Loss Get Fit Blog, it will also be a way that my fans can follow me and see what I have been up to (if interested) since I am the world busiest person (aside from the president).

     Here is a picture I took at Voodoo donuts in Portland Oregon....Keep reading.



     Words of encouragement are appriciated.

Here's what I learned today: It's just under a 5 mile walk from my house to the tanning place that I go to and I can walk there, tan and walk home in about an hour... and that is exactly what I did today.